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Because you don't need to close your eyes to get to the Land-of-Almost-Awake. That's the whole point of it, sort of thing. You only need to be almost asleep. And in those last few seconds when your eyes are closing, when the mists come rolling in across the boundary between what you think and what you just know, that's when you set off. You ride into the Land-of-Almost-Awake on the backs of cloud animals, because that's the only way of getting there. The cloud animals come in through Granny's balcony door and pick her and Elsa up, and then they fly higher and higher and higher until Elsa sees all the magical creatures that live in the Land-of-Almost-Awake: the enphants and regretters and the Noween and wurses and snow-angels and princes and princesses and knights. The cloud animals soar over the endless dark forests, where Wolfheart and all the other monsters live, then they sweep down through the blindingly bright colors and soft winds to the city gates of the kingdom of Miamas.
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Miamas is Elsa and Granny's secret kingdom. It is one of six kingdoms in the Land-of-Almost-Awake. Granny came up with it when Elsa was small and Mum and Dad had just got divorced and Elsa was afraid of sleeping because she'd read on the Internet about children who died in their sleep. Granny is good at coming up with things. So when Dad moved out of the flat and everyone was upset and tired, Elsa sneaked out the front door every night and scampered across the landing in her bare feet into Granny's flat, and then she and Granny crawled into the big wardrobe that never stopped growing, and then they half-closed their eyes and set off.
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Mum picked them up at the police station. You could tell that she was very angry, but she was controlled and full of composure and never even raised her voice, because Mum is everything Elsa's granny is not. Elsa fell asleep almost before she'd fastened her seat belt. By the time they were on the highway, she was already in Miamas.
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It's difficult to say for sure whether Granny is a bit odd because she's spent too much time in Miamas, or Miamas is a bit odd because Granny's spent too much time there. But this is the source of all of Granny's amazing, monstrous, magical fairy tales.
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Granny says that the kingdom has been called Miamas for an eternity of at least ten thousand fairy tales, but Elsa knows that Granny only made this up because Elsa couldn't say "pajamas" when she was small and used to say "mjamas" instead. Except of course Granny insists that she never made up a bloody thing and Miamas and the other five kingdoms in the Land-of-Almost-Awake are not only real, but actually far more real than the world we're in now, where "everyone is an economist and drinks lactose-free milk and makes a right fuss." Granny isn't particularly good at living in the real world. There are too many rules. She cheats when she plays Monopoly and drives Renault in the bus lane and steals those yellow carrier bags from IKEA and won't stand behind the line when she's at the conveyor belt at the airport. And when she goes to the bathroom she leaves the door open.
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All fairy tales that are worth something come from Miamas, says Granny. The other five kingdoms in the Land-of-Almost-Awake are busy doing other things: Mirevas is the kingdom where they stand guard over dreams, Miploris is the kingdom where they store all sorrow, Mimovas is where music comes from, Miaudacas is where courage comes from, and Mibatalos is the kingdom where the bravest warriors, who fought against the fearsome shadows in the War-Without-End, were raised.
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But Miamas is Granny and Elsa's favorite kingdom, because there storytelling is considered the noblest profession of all. The currency there is imagination; instead of buying something with coins, you buy it with a good story. Libraries aren't known as libraries but as "banks," and every fairy tale is worth a fortune. Granny spends millions every night: tales full of dragons and trolls and kings and queens and witches. And shadows. Because all imaginary worlds have to have terrible enemies, and in the Land-of-Almost-Awake the enemies are the shadows, because the shadows want to kill the imagination. And if we're going to talk about shadows, we must mention Wolfheart. He was the one who defeated the shadows in the War-Without-End. He was the first and greatest superhero Elsa ever heard about.
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But she does tell the very best fairy tales ever, and for that Elsa can forgive quite a few character defects.
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Elsa was knighted in Miamas; she gets to ride cloud animals and have her own sword. She hasn't once been afraid to fall asleep since Granny started taking her there each night. Because in Miamas no one says girls can't be knights, and the mountains reach up to the sky, and the campfires never go out, and no one tries to shred your Gryffindor scarf.
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Of course, Granny also says that no one in Miamas closes the door when they go to the bathroom. An open-door policy is more or less legally enforceable in every situation across the Land-of-Almost-Awake. But Elsa is pretty sure she is describing another version of the truth there. That's what Granny calls lies: "other versions of the truth." So when Elsa wakes up in a chair in Granny's room at the hospital the next morning, Granny is on the toilet with the door open, while Elsa's mum is in the hall, and Granny is in the midst of telling another version of the truth. It's not going all that well. The real truth, after all, is that Granny escaped from the hospital last night and Elsa sneaked out of the flat while Mum and George were sleeping, and they went to the zoo together in Renault, and Granny climbed the fence. Elsa quietly admits to herself that it now seems a little irresponsible to have done all this with a seven-year-old in the middle of the night.
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"This is one of the worst things you've done," Mum calls out grimly towards the bathroom.
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Granny, whose clothes are lying in a pile on the floor and still very literally smelling a bit monkey-ish, is claiming that when she was climbing the fence by the monkey cage and the guard shouted at her, she thought he could have been a "lethal rapist," and this was why she started throwing muck at him and the police. Mum shakes her head in a very controlled way and says Granny is making all this up. Granny doesn't like it when people say that things are made-up, and reminds Mum she prefers the less derogatory term "reality-challenged." Mum clearly disagrees but controls herself. Because she is everything that Granny isn't.
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Mum responds by methodically running through all the trouble Granny has caused. Granny says the only reason she's getting so worked up is that she doesn't have a sense of humor. And then Mum says Granny should stop behaving like an irresponsible child. And then Granny says: "Do you know where pirates park their cars?" And when Mum doesn't answer, Granny yells from the toilet, "In a gAAARRRage!" Mum just sighs, massages her temples, and closes the bathroom door. This makes Granny really, really, really angry because she doesn't like feeling enclosed when she's on the toilet.
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"I find that very, very unlikely, my dear daughter," Granny answers from within, unconcerned.
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A nurse comes into the room and quietly asks for a moment of Mum's time. She gives Mum a piece of paper and Mum writes something on it and returns it, and then the nurse leaves. Granny has had nine different nurses since she was admitted. Seven of these she refused to cooperate with, and two refused to cooperate with her, one of them because Granny said he had a "nice ass." Granny insists it was a compliment to his ass, not to him, and he shouldn't make such a fuss about it. Then Mum told Elsa to put on her headphones, but Elsa still heard their argument about the difference between "sexual harassment" and "basic appreciation of a perfectly splendid ass."
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She's been in the hospital for two weeks now, but absconds almost every day and picks up Elsa, and they have ice cream or go to the flat when Mum isn't home and make a soapsud slide on the landing. Or break into zoos. Basically whatever appeals to her, whenever. But Granny doesn't consider this an "escape" in the proper sense of the word, because she believes there has to be some basic aspect of challenge to the whole thing if it's to count as an escape -- a dragon or a series of traps or at least a wall and a respectably sized moat, and so on. Mum and the hospital staff don't quite agree with her on this point.
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Basically, Mum is orderly and Granny is chaotic. Elsa once read that "Chaos is God's neighbor," but Mum said if Chaos had moved onto God's landing it was only because Chaos couldn't put up with living next door to Granny anymore.
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They argue a lot, Mum and Granny. They've been arguing for as long as Elsa can remember. About everything. If Granny is a dysfunctional superhero, then Mum is very much a fully operational one. Their interaction is a bit like Cyclops and Wolverine in X-Men, Elsa often thinks, and whenever she has those types of thoughts she wishes she had someone around who could understand what she means. People around Elsa don't read enough quality literature and certainly don't understand that X-Men comics count as precisely that. To such philistines Elsa would explain, very slowly, that X-Men are indeed superheroes, but first and foremost they are mutants, and there is a certain academic difference. Anyway, without putting too fine a point on it, she would sum it up by saying that Granny's and Mum's superhero powers are in direct opposition. As if Spider-Man, one of Elsa's favorite superheroes, had an antagonist called Slip-Up Man whose superpower was that he couldn't even climb onto a bench. But in a good way.
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Perfection is Mum's superpower. She's not as much fun as Granny, but on the other hand she always knows where Elsa's Gryffindor scarf is. "Nothing is ever really gone until your mum can't find it," Mum often whispers into Elsa's ear when she's wrapping it around her neck.
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Mum has files and calendars for everything and her telephone plays a little jingle fifteen minutes before she has a meeting. Granny writes down things she needs to remember directly on the wall. And not only when she's at home, but on any wall, wherever she is. It's not a perfect system, because in order to remember a particular task she needs to be in exactly the same place where she wrote it down. When Elsa pointed out this flaw, Granny replied indignantly, "There's still a smaller risk of me losing a kitchen wall than your mother losing that poxy telephone!" But then Elsa pointed out that Mum never lost anything. And then Granny rolled her eyes and sighed: "No, no, but your mother is the exception, of course. It only applies to… you know… people who aren't perfect."
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Elsa's mum is the boss. "Not just a job, but a lifestyle," Granny often snorts. Mum is not someone you go with, she's someone you follow. Whereas Elsa's granny is more the type you're dodging rather than following, and she never found a scarf in her life.
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Granny doesn't like bosses, which is a particular problem at this hospital, because Mum is even more of a boss here. Because she is the boss here.
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"Hello? A little privacy, perhaps?"
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"You're overreacting, Ulrika, good God!" Granny calls out through the bathroom door just as another nurse comes in, and Mum again writes on a bit of paper and mentions some numbers. Mum gives her a controlled smile; the nurse smiles back nervously. And then things go silent inside the bathroom for a long while and Mum suddenly looks anxious, as one does when things go quiet around Granny for too long. And then she sniffs the air and pulls the door open. Granny is sitting naked on the toilet seat with her legs comfortably crossed. She waves her smoldering cigarette at Mum.
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Mum massages her temples again, takes a deep breath, and rests her hand on her belly. Granny nods intently at her, waving her cigarette at the bump.
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"Does it not occur to you how dangerous that is for the baby, not to mention Elsa?" Mum says, pointing at the cigarette.
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"You know stress isn't good for my new grandchild. Remember you're worrying for two now!"
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"I'm not the one who seems to have forgotten," replies Mum curtly.
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"Did they have cigarettes back then?" asks Elsa.
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"Touché," Granny mumbles and inhales deeply. (That's one of those words Elsa understands without even having to know what it means.)
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Mum puts her hand on her belly. Elsa is unsure if she's doing it because Halfie is kicking in there or because she wants to cover her/his ears. Mum is Halfie's mum but George is Halfie's dad, so Halfie is Elsa's half sibling. Or she/he will be, anyway. She/he will be a proper full-size human; a half sibling, but not in any way half a person, Elsa has been promised. She had a couple of confused days until she understood the difference. "Considering how smart you are, you can certainly be a bit of a thickie sometimes," Granny burst out when Elsa asked her about it. And then they bickered for nearly three hours, which was almost a new bickering record for them.
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"Don't make such a fuss! People have been smoking since the dawn of time and there have been perfectly healthy babies born the whole way through. Your generation forgets that humanity has lived for thousands of years without allergy tests and crap like that before you showed up and started thinking you were so important. When we were living in caves, do you think they used to put mammoth skins through a scalding-hot machine-wash program?"
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Granny says, "Don't you start."
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"I only wanted to show her the monkeys, Ulrika," mumbles Granny as she extinguishes the cigarette in the sink.
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"I don't have the energy for this…" Mum answers with resignation, although she's absolutely controlled about it, and then goes into the corridor to sign a piece of paper covered in numbers.
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Mum disappears down the corridor, her head buried in her phone, while Elsa climbs into Granny's bed so they can play Monopoly. Granny steals money from the bank and, when Elsa catches her out, also steals the car so she can skip town. After a while Mum comes back looking tired and tells Elsa they have to go home now, because Granny has to rest. And Elsa hugs Granny for a long, long, long time.
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Granny really did want to show Elsa the monkeys. They'd been arguing on the phone last night about whether there was a certain type of monkey that slept standing up. Granny was wrong, of course, because it said on Wikipedia and everything. And then Elsa had mentioned the scarf and what had happened at school, which was when Granny decided that they were going to the zoo, and Elsa sneaked out while Mum and George were sleeping.
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"Probably tomorrow!" Granny promises chirpily.
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Because that is what she always says. And then she pushes the hair out of Elsa's eyes, and when Mum disappears into the corridor again, Granny suddenly looks very serious and says in their secret language: "I have an important assignment for you."
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"When are you coming home?" asks Elsa.
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Granny reaches down next to the bed and picks up a big plastic bag from the floor. There are no cigarettes or meat in it. Just sweets.
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Elsa nods, because Granny always gives her assignments in the secret language, only spoken by initiates of the Land-of-Almost-Awake. Elsa always gets them done. Because that is what a knight of Miamas has to do. Anything except buying cigarettes or frying meat, which is where Elsa draws the line. Because they make her feel sick. Even knights have to have certain principles.
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"You have to give the chocolate to Our Friend."
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It takes a few seconds before Elsa understands exactly what friend she is referring to. And she stares at Granny with alarm.
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Elsa gives her an offended glare.
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Elsa looks into the bag again.
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"Course he knows! Good God. Just tell him your granny sends her regards and says she's sorry."
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"He doesn't know me, though…"
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Granny snorts so loudly that it sounds as if she's blowing her nose.
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Elsa peers sulkily into the bag.
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Granny rolls her eyes.
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"For not bringing him any sweets for days and days," Granny replies, as if this was the most natural thing in the world.
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"Have you gone MAD? You want me to DIE?"
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"Very mature of you to say 'mature.' "
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"Sorry for what?"
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"That's very mature of you to threaten me with that."
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Elsa snatches up the plastic bag. It's full of small, crinkly packets of Daim chocolate. Granny says, "It's important that you remove the wrapper from each piece. Otherwise he gets cross."
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Elsa raises her eyebrows.
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"It's irresponsible to send out your only grandchild on a mission like this, Granny. It's insane. He could actually kill me."
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"Don't faff about. Are you telling me a knight of Miamas is too scared to complete a quest?"
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Granny grins; Elsa can't help but grin back. Granny lowers her voice.
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"Stop faffing about yourself!"
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"You have to give Our Friend the chocolate secretly. Britt-Marie mustn't see. Wait till they have that residents' meeting tomorrow evening and then sneak over to him."
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Granny never says "good-bye," only "see you."
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Elsa nods, though she's terrified of Our Friend and still thinks it's pretty irresponsible to send a seven-year-old on such a perilous mission. But Granny grabs her fingers and squeezes them in her hands like she always does, and it's difficult to be afraid when someone does that. They hug again.
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"Stop faffing about."
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"See you, oh proud knight of Miamas," Granny whispers in her ear.
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While Elsa is putting on her jacket in the hall she hears Mum and Granny talking about "the treatment." And then Mum tells Elsa to listen to her headphones. And that's what Elsa does. She put the headphones on her wish list last Christmas and was very particular about Mum and Granny splitting the cost, because it was only fair.
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And it's a very suitable name, because Granny's Renault is old and rusty and French and when you change gears it makes an ungodly racket, like an old Frenchman with a cough. Elsa knows that because sometimes when Granny is driving Renault while smoking and eating a kebab, she only has her knees to steer with, and then she stamps on the clutch and shouts "NOW!" and then Elsa has to change gear.
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The last thing she hears is Granny asking when she can pick up Renault at the police station. Renault is Granny's car. Granny says she won it in a game of poker. It obviously should be "a" Renault, but Elsa learned that the car was a Renault when she was small, before she understood that there were other cars with the same name. So she still says "Renault" as if it's a name.
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Whenever Mum and Granny start arguing, Elsa turns up the volume and pretends they're both actresses in a silent movie. Elsa is the sort of child who learned early in life that it's easier to make your way if you get to choose your own soundtrack.
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Elsa misses doing that.
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Elsa waits by the lift. She doesn't like needles, irrespective of whether they're being stuck into her own arm or Granny's. She sits reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix on the iPad for about the twelfth time. It's the Harry Potter book she likes the least; that's why she's read it so few times.
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Only when Mum comes to get her and they're about to go down to the car does Elsa remember that she's left her Gryffindor scarf in the hall outside Granny's room. So she runs back.
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Mum tells Granny that she won't be able to go and pick up Renault. Granny protests that it's actually her car; Mum just reminds her that it's illegal to drive without a license. And then Granny calls Mum "young lady" and tells her she's got drivers' licenses in six countries. Mum asks in a restrained voice if one of these countries happens to be the one they live in, after which Granny goes into a sulk while a nurse takes some blood from her.
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Granny is sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to the door, talking on the phone. She doesn't see her, and Elsa realizes Granny is talking to her lawyer, because she's instructing him about what sort of beer she wants the next time he comes to the hospital. Elsa knows that the lawyer smuggles in the beer in large encyclopedias. Granny says she needs them for her "research," but in fact they are hollowed out inside with beer-bottle-shaped slots. Elsa takes her scarf from the hook and is just about to call out to Granny when she hears Granny's voice fill with emotion as she says, into the telephone: "She's my grandchild, Marcel. May the heavens bless her little head. I've never met such a good and clever girl. The responsibility must be left to her. She's the only one who can make the right decision."
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There's silence for a moment. And then Granny goes on determinedly: "I KNOW she's only a child, Marcel! But she's a damn sight smarter than all the other fools put together! And this is my will and you're my lawyer. Just do what I say."
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Elsa stands in the hall holding her breath. And only when Granny says, "Because I don't WANT TO tell her yet! Because all seven-year-olds deserve superheroes!"-- only then does Elsa turn to quietly slip away, her Gryffindor scarf damp with tears.
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And the last thing she hears Granny say on the telephone is: "I don't want Elsa to know that I am going to die because all seven-year-olds deserve superheroes, Marcel. And one of their superpowers ought to be that they can't get cancer."
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